“I’ve put in so much work, why do I still feel so uninspired, left behind, grumpy, (etc.)? Why isn’t my life blossoming into what I’ve been trying to manifest? Why do I feel so stuck!?

First off... you’re not alone...the process of ‘awakening’ is not always a glorious feeling. It’s a consistent re-evaluation of your environmental, physical, mental and emotional processes. Unfortunately, what you’ve accomplished yesterday isn’t enough. We must continue to plant new seeds, prune our weeds, and water our soil daily.

This poem was written on 9/5/13 at 8:47am
just after Zain drank his last dose of a tree medicine he was dieting with at El Santuario Huistin.
In dieta one eats neutral foods like potatoes, plantains, white fish and rice without any salt, oil, or seasoning in general. 
The body becomes receptive and attuned to the subtle plant medicines like Aho Sacha. 
The dieter is in meditation with the plant teacher and learns about Nature through this exchange. 
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